Special K in 2008

So this year has definitely been a rollercoaster of a year for me. I have had really good times and some very negative times. I knew this year would be a not so good year when I started it off alone crying as the ball dropped.

So what happened to me this year: I left a job for a new job. I then came to realize that leaving the old job would be a HUGE mistake. A mistake I totally learned a very important lesson from which was: I no longer want to work in a career that is directly involved with children. I spent most of the year seeking a newer job but have not found the job yet.

My relationship ended and my life seemed to crash and burn. Then my relationship seemed to be reborn into a category I can't technically classify but most days I feel that I am taken, he is still my love, and that one day I will be his wife. Every now and then I cry because we "aren't together" or because I might unknowingly be "losing him" or because I don't have a clearly defined relationship. I love him beyond love though and I would marry him and spend the rest of my life with him without thinking twice, so I don't know what we will or will not have in the new year but I do know that he is my Best Friend and he truly has my back wholeheartedly.

My friends... My line sisters became strong parts of my life again and I aint letting them go no where this time (you guys are stuck with me). Some childhood friends have been around again... not to my pleasure or displeasure. I made a ton of new friends that I love. I let some friends go that may or may not even realize.

My relationship with my mother and daughter continue to grow stronger and more solid and I am amazingly happy and more whole because of it.

I finally let go some emotions that I had stored deep inside me and have been happier in my personal life ever since.

I had my first Legacy Line as a Dean and love my babies dearly. I also built a stronger tie to Legacy and certain members. I have always been committed to Legacy but now I am a forefront player!

I am happy to say goodbye to 2008! I hope that I get to see better/happier times in 2009. I wish everyone a happy and healthy new year and am so excited that tonight I am spending the night with true blues!

Happy New Year!