He saved my holiday spirit and for that I am truly thankful!

I was having a moment yesterday where I almost thought that I wasn't going to allow myself to enjoy the holidays this year but about an hour later I was in the holiday spirit once more.

This holiday season has been a little hard because I am not exactly sure where my relationship stands and what I want and what I think I have and what I actually got... well I dunno if it is the same thing or not (sorry if I confused you there). So we exchanged gifts yesterday and we knew what we were getting but the card it... it made me damn near cry because it was so cute and sweet and romantic. I got all I dunno I dunno in my head and a million things came across my mind at once but I didn't wanna mess up the moment and he knows me so well he sensed the sadness and I was getting worried that he would leave and I would be sad and the next few days would be miserable but he stayed and the feeling faded.

Although I don't know exactly what we are or what we are not, I do know that I love him so much and he is great to me. He treats me like a queen and he is always there for me and like an angel he didn't allow me to fall yesterday. So because of him my Christmas Spirit has been kept alive and well and with that I leave you with a wish:

I wish you a Merry Christmas full of happiness. I wish you a Holiday Season full of love and laughter. I wish your wishes come true.